It's been 18 hours without Perris, California, I canβt stop shaking and Iβm having severe mental breakdowns. I woke up today trying to log onto Perris, but the game was down, I had a major panic attack but managed to calm down after a few hours. I couldnβt go to school today, I am so worried that I even took my dad's gun from the shed, thinking of killing myself. I am nothing without Perris, California, it is my life, it is my destiny, without Perris, I wouldn't be able to do anything. Perris, California is the best thing ever made and I can't get rid of my addiction to it, it is the best game in existence. I can't stop trembling and crying, I am very worried. I used all of my money on Perris, California. I bought the Super Super Happy Face, and bought a Valkyrie for my girlfriend CoolDjoleProGamerYT. I don't know what to do. Perris, California can't be gone any longer cause if it does then I'll go insane again.. breaking my mouse, chair, house, and everything I own. Perris, California is very amazing and I can't lose it. Perris, California is my life, I met my amazing girlfriend john there, In Perris, I was shooting civilians, when I saw this amazingly attractive woman named, CoolDjoleProGamerYT, she was so cute, I flushed. I found her home later then and tried to talk to her, she was so kind and cute that I accidentally typed my thoughts out "mind: she's so cute.." and she flushed than I got nervous, we then went in and made out, after that, we went on many dates to Riverside PD, where we adopted 2 boys named DemonicLuciferr, and RedDoflaming0. Demonic and Red were so cute that I even took them out of town and took them to Los Angeles. after that we had our child in Perris, California on our rooftop named laser lamps. Our kids were so cute and amazing that I even fed them my special milk, they liked it so much that they wanted it again. and the day after... Perris, California was down and I went through my panic attack, Shivering in fear of losing my fiance and kids. I am so scared that I might just lose my mind and go insane... I want my kids back...